HERE I TEAR, AGAIN

I thought I'd run away
Run
From all the pain I soaked
...Run from my tears
At your thought
Just that I gave you my all
All I ever had
But you hurt me most
It shed my skin
But it was hard
To start a new

The world spins fast
Am confused
It took me ages
To open new pages
But here I tear, again
Like you returned to haunt me
I thought
Our escapades were buried
Buried like broken bottles
Here I tear, again

I thought I'd run away
But pictures
Of your shoddy life
You run today
Hurt me..ow, they hurt me
Into tears that tear
Just why?
Why did you have to?
Why?
Why now do you pleasure
In salty seizures
That wound your soul?

I pray
Hard I tell God
Hard I want to heal
How bad I feel
I want to wipe these running waters
I want to be strong again
Please
Just don't haunt me
Go to some planet
Or come in another person's skin
Because I shrink
At the sight of your face
You hurt me...

ART AT ME.

I am a silken page
Yearning to be painted red
With harmonies
Of a thousand colour threads
An escape
From love's tormenting shreds

My arms stretch
In the making
Of a commitment pledge
Whilst peace I fetch
So my soul can belge

Art at me a feeling
Deepened drawings
Into the natural landscapes
Of my endearing world
Full of love's fallen tapes

Art at me a heart shape
And stick it hard
Inside my heart's safe
So I can beat again
With life's full phase

Oh,art at me...

BACK TO THE BEGINNING

Hear the silent echos
Flows of river egos
Pain that scorches
...A hungry anger that torches

Expressions that breed death
Tongues with foul breath
Blessed hands steal tithe
I bright
In solemn plight

Back to the beginning
A heaven of a haven
Would shores ever shiver
Oh there
Preachers would never differ
Love
The only water deciphered

Back to the beginning
On top of the world Eden
Now a rotten heathen
And then
Time would be a token deepened
Whoever ages
Would never ravage

Back to the beginning
The beginning of love
A feeling I starve
I would die to have
Where beauty
Is an inside spa
That sparkles
Like smooth fur
A soothing star

I yearn for the beginning...

Hunger, My Love

Rest upon my strong arm
Like a beautiful butterfly
In her ripe years
Yawn for my kiss
Like a snake hisses

Hunger, my love
For my warm hug
Hot affection
That makes we
A darling to see
Fight not your heart
It's with me that you wanna be

Hunger, my love
For a cherish feel
And peel
All the sorrows real
And paint me
With your flawless love flow
A passion
Deep like the salty ocean

Hunger, my love
Breathe
Be my heart's blacksmith
You alone are the mint
To my cold soul
My riddles' hint

Hunger, my love...

I Am An Empire

Wings fly by me

Am free

As far as I can see

Am small

But vast in all

I am an empire

Driven by passion

Am burning inside

With hope undefined

I cry in joy

I am an empire

My purpose a book

Long like life

Bigger than strife

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Searching out for the truth.

Curtains Down

It ended up ugly.She came home in an invisible body,placed a book that carried in it all the letters and cards I had sent her.I couldn't see the sense of all that crap.We are grown ups.We are supposed to behave like we really are.For the first time in a long while,I went out of control,picked up that phone and called her in untouchable rage.I was mad!Had I been too soft to her that she could manage to do such a thing because there's nothing I can do?So,is she feeling better now?I wonder if I could really have stood seeing her returning these things if we were face to face.Would I have swallowed it?She still brought all this on to herself.What was the motive of making up a story that held no water and imagine I would fall for it?

Love is funny.I still don't get it.We had been doing so well...well until I joined campus,then she changed.I think I have tried to be as understanding and tolerative as I can.But yesterday,things just went out of hand,and I didn't like it.I've been accused of forgetting to cater for her feelings.She did.Perhaps it's true because when am hurt I find myself only thinking about how am affected.I think I surely need to work on that.It's a loud whisper.She pushed me to the wall.I didn't mean to talk to her in that manner of anger and spoilt fashion.That's just not me.

So the curtains came falling,and she was still crying foul...a crying fall.She deleted me from her facebook friends in a few hours' time.We are no longer friends,but a piece of broken peaces.Heartbreak.

Walking Troubles

See their bodies wearing
Masks
Covered sins in skins
Walking troubles
Dungeon souls
Flawed instincts
A flood
Of coloured pretences
Violent preferences
And dirty references

Feel their faces smelling
The smiling
With hearts
Full of loathe
Hatred to the throat
Rains
Of false tears
Forced out
In pleasure of a search
For pity

See their black behinds
Coated chests
Braided hairs
And misplaced muscles
Parading the streets
Unanswered queries
Bitter truths shut
Below smelly armpits
Torn elbows

See their bright shadows talking
Blackmails
Unremorseful
Leisure dirty
Walking
Still working
See them
Walking adrift

Crying Love

Am breathing
A sunrise feeling
Streaming
Through my dreaming
Missing
Your sexy voice
A glitter
Torching my frail heart

I hadn't hoped
To be loved this much
So soon
Sometimes I pinch myself
Sometimes I think am on the moon
Sweet heart you bear
Full of tenderness and care
Has fell me in love
Like a heavy log
Tumbling from the sky

Your kisses
Oh,my love
Rain on my empty soul
Like a flowing spring
The passion you bring

Am laughing in tears
Because of this miraculous joy
You've brought into my life
Love
A feeling I'll forever cherish
And love to replenish
Without going selfish

I can love again
Without the fear of pain

Am crying
I love you

Infinite Valentine

Passion
Passed my purposed path
Found my soul hath
Looked a close eye at love

Love
The dream I find in you
Lavishing an infinite lustre
Am at it in my soul too
Dancing to this romantic laughter

The tune plucks my heart
Painting it red with you
And am growing old
Old with a love untold
The love of you

My infinite valentine

Rotten Ring

The ring ululates
In certain pain
Love left
A loud lament
Hidden in the lustful lull
Wit of less feelings
Loady loneliness
Wounding a healing loss
Time is decaying
Going with the diminishing laughter
Low love
Has the heart fragmenting
Into pieces of hurt
The rainy sunshine
Notwithstanding
Left overs
Of a once strong faithfulness
Now in shackles and shreds
Of total distrust
Abject shame
An untogetherness
And a bowl of regret

Lifeful Journey

Road
With spreaded wings
Dry twigs
A cracked pavement
And a sunshine

With beauty
It enriches
Far deep
Into the determined soul
To fill the bowl
Of divided wisdom
A cursing owl

Time
Running to stop
The pomp
Of a heavy stomp
In the pathway storm

Road
With hot rods
Of a plastic love
Hidden but known
Only ignored
By the potholed hearts
Roaming about

A Tomorrow
Is waiting
Waiting with bated breath
To make a continuity
To the lifeful journey

Come Weeping Child

Come weeping child
Find serenity in my palms
Take my arms
Worry not
Don't ask how comes
Rest
You have suffered
Enough of the pain now

Come weeping child
The hungry wolves betrayed you
They impurified
Your virgin innocence
They dragged you
Into the unorganized bush
With a sudden push

They tortured you
Dad was there too
Uncle was there too
Dad's friend was there too
Your former classmate was there too
All of a sadden
Your body became a zoo

Come weeping child
Unburden your soul
Uncrack your face
Take this peace embrace
Find rest in the mild sun
Feel free like the flying birds
Wipe your tears,child

Sad

Hear me here
Moaning in cheer
Mourning each tear
Can't see clear
Can't ignore this pain
It's so deep near

Feel my heart's bid
Not to yield
To this dust
That wears masks
To make my agony must
I see all over
Dim truth masts
A shaken soul
A weak love

I want to take it slow
Want to make it flow
I don't want to make it show
Sad
Like am fading
Am really losing touch
With myself

Am trudging
Along this dusty road
With a hurt rod
By my shaking hands
It's cold
The sun can feel my trod
Pain untold
Sad

A Beauty Burning

A beauty burning
Burns me
To smiling faces
Warming phases
I turn to look back
My moments black
Days I was stuck
In sorrow struck

A beauty burning
That maddens me
Inspires my anger
Into unreasoning mud
The ugly beauty of love
That I can't live without
Without a doubt
Sometimes appaling
Sometimes so appealing
Peels off my nature
With her heat
Flies me into danger
The danger of falling in love

A beauty that insecures
A beauty that revives me
A beauty that makes me jealous
A beauty burning
A beauty marvellous

Me

Hearings
Of my life musings
Like music at the peak
Of the expression
Of my hidden virility
Inner concepts to this existence
Honourable
Charming and elegant
Like the pomp and colour
The profound musicality
Of
Violins and violas
Violoncellos from a distance
Harps and clarinets
Gracing the accompaniment
Of my life
Who I am

My heart's writing repertoire
Describe
The insights of my destiny
My vitriolic past
Duped into forgetment
Am running after
Triumphant breath
As big as the Laurasia
As tender as my vivacious love
White hot profundity
Just where I dwell
Rationale behind my being
Till am never alone
Like divine living
'tis an upward way
To cupture the verve moments
Of gusto and vitality
Finding myself
Almost oracular

Pit-a-pat
Goes my heart
With the natural beat
The God gift
Giving me the rhythm
Music makes me live
The soothing sounds
Of
Ukuleles and orutus...drums
Melodious shakings of sweet tambourine
The pluckings of the African banjo
Keep me going When life becomes a trudge.

Thrown Stone

How many people know what love is?
Not a question
To ask a thrown stone
Left alone
So love lorn
Ravaged soul
War torn
Prone
To happiness dead born
Bonds
Of dusk morns
What love can such a soul define?
With bitterness refined
At the core of a life redefined
How many people know what love is?
What life is to live in apathy?
When rain brings pain
More than the blessings it reigns
More of the tears we fear
Brought to our eyes so clear
Have to be forced
Burnt and Torched
Like a thrown coin
Scorching in the old sun
Loneliness run
Deep inside lies
A sorry scene
To be precise
Thrown stone
Again flown
Disowned
By life
By love
Tears...

Rest

Rest
In calmness prose
Like still waters
When commotion visits
A peaceful heart

It does no good
To add pain to pain
And make hurt ooze
From a wounded heart
Rest

Rest
In the storm of confrontation
Breed more quiteness
Like a wisdom root
To make a sun out of darkness

Only the meek
Make this moment a fountain
Rest then...rest
Know when it's best
To arrest unrest

Fallen

Array of bullets
With astray intentions they go
Blue uniform
A field of unjust conformity
What a justice to kill
Murder and cover up
Yet light was not asleep
Fallen
Fallen are the culprits
The suspect and the shooter
Fallen is the system
Living by rich lies
Dark ties in dark times
Tough tides
The protector becomes the murderer
What a society!
What a force!
Fallen are we
Who fear to come out strong
To condemn the same
Fallen
Fallen are our tears
Dried crying out for justice
Amidst this truth malpractice
Hatred accomplice
A murder accomplish
What are we then?
Who do we trust with our sovereignty?
The fallen?
The fell?
Or we,the fallen?
Fallen...

My Side Of The Story: Heed Young Blood

My Side Of The Story: Heed Young Blood: "Breed seed
Seek for meek
Reach unhaste
And
Hearken the counsel

Do it
Young blood
Respect the sun
It ages your skin
As your days
Grow dismal..."

Heed Young Blood

Breed seed
Seek for meek
Reach unhaste
And
Hearken the counsel

Do it
Young blood
Respect the sun
It ages your skin
As your days
Grow dismal

Pray
That you may
Not fall prey
To evil enticement
But thy conscience fill
The earth with zeal

Not time
Nor God
Shall wait
Your awakening

Not love
But self
Ought to wake
From the depth
Of teasing slumber

Heed
Oh Heed
Young blood.

End Of A Dream

Passion defines itself
Deep
In a heart thumping beat
These bits
Of lifefull hopes
Lightful nights


The talk of self
Carries with it
Power 
To make or break
In conscience
Right inside the heart


What else is mirth
Than to reach
At the once far horizon
Of dreams
Possibles in impossibilities
Love


Time ticks away
And a hope comes true
To say sigh
Relieve a pain
Heal a disturbed patience
Like the end of a dream